GRACE

As I look back over the years since I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior, I have seen many things(in myself). I have been judgmental, always having something to say. I have been in error at times with interpretations and misconceptions. I have be hypocritical without knowing because of lack of discernment and discipleship. I have glimpsed at and exercised "extra-biblical" matters that were incorrect. I have denied Christ in the decisions I have made and have been guilty of conforming to the world instead of being transformed by the renewing of my mind.

But, as the years have passed, now almost 8 years since my awakening. I have come along way. I have become wiser, not according to worldly wisdom. No longer always having an opinion, but using the Word of God as a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. I am more compassionate and forgiving. My lamp is not hidden under the table but on the lamp stand for all to see. I can discern truth from error and I can hold myself, along with my brothers and sisters accountable with LOVE. I understand my freedom in Christ and I know how to not do anything in EXCESS.

But, I thank God for those moments, especially as a babe in Christ because it made me who I am today and who I am becoming as I type these words. It has increased my discernment, along with my study habits. It has made me a PRAYER WARRIOR! It is so freeing! I now understand what it means to thirst and hunger for righteousness while walking around in this futile shell. It has made me desire to be either hot or cold and not lukewarm, lest He spit me out of His mouth. I now can have mercy on those who fall short or who may have wronged me, while gently and carefully trying to lead them back into the race.  I can forgive even the most wicked sinners, remembering that my sins or no greater or less according to God's standards.

I can have friendships with those with different beliefs as I continually share with them the TRUTH according to ACTS 4:12. I am growing and being pruned day by day!

Its only by His GRACE!!!